What does it mean to move on.
Yesterday I didn't cry. For a week I cried every day, but yesterday I didn't.
What does that mean? Why?
Last week was rough and when I think about my Grandpa, I still feel sad. But I haven't cried since I stood at my Grandfather's grave next to my cousin.
Is that how quickly it's supposed to happen? That the day after you say goodbye things get better?
I don't know, I haven't done this in a while.
And the last time I did this I had a little distraction.
I don't know. I don't know.
I'm happier today than I was yesterday. And I was happier yesterday than the day before.
But it could all crumble.
This morning when I woke up I realized something. I'm a Slytherin, but I've been acting like a Hufflepuff (no offense). So I'm going to start acting like a Slytherin (without the maiming & the killing & the curses) but more with the no nonsense, standing up for yourself and knowing what I want.
I don't think that's to much to ask.
I'm taking back 2012.
Yesterday I didn't cry. For a week I cried every day, but yesterday I didn't.
What does that mean? Why?
Last week was rough and when I think about my Grandpa, I still feel sad. But I haven't cried since I stood at my Grandfather's grave next to my cousin.
Is that how quickly it's supposed to happen? That the day after you say goodbye things get better?
I don't know, I haven't done this in a while.
And the last time I did this I had a little distraction.
I don't know. I don't know.
I'm happier today than I was yesterday. And I was happier yesterday than the day before.
But it could all crumble.
This morning when I woke up I realized something. I'm a Slytherin, but I've been acting like a Hufflepuff (no offense). So I'm going to start acting like a Slytherin (without the maiming & the killing & the curses) but more with the no nonsense, standing up for yourself and knowing what I want.
I don't think that's to much to ask.
I'm taking back 2012.
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